Sunday, February 16, 2014


Blood Moon Image By Helena Lehman - Click Image To Enlarge
For those who are familiar with my books and articles and the extensive free teaching materials on my Pillar of Enoch Ministry web site, it may come as a surprise to discover that my Ministry is virtually unknown, and barely able to scrape by financially. For a while, I also had wondered why my ministry was and is struggling - even though I have spent the past ten years tirelessly promoting my work on the internet, as well as to other prophecy and teaching ministries, and at book fairs. But despite this, my ministry always seems to be struggling due to a lack of funds, and due to not getting more press time or attention.

This is especially curious since one of the main focuses of my four volume "Language of God" research book set and my 14-year old ministry web site has been, and continues to be Bible Prophecy and its connection to Sacred Astronomy, which is a study of the spiritual meaning of the Signs in the Heavens that Yahweh God left for us at the dawn of time. As an example, here is the Ministry Blog Article that I wrote early in 2014 to introduce my ministry followers to the spiritual meanings behind the Blood Moon Tetrad of 2014 through 2015:

The Blood Moon Tetrad of 2014 and 2015 - 
A Visual Prophetic Guide 
Focusing on the USA and Israel

With my expert knowledge of Sacred Astronomy and the Gospel in the Stars, my lack of press time is especially curious with all of the current talk about the coming Blood Moons Tetrad this 2014 and 2015, and also all the new interest in the Fallen Angels and the Book of 1 Enoch. After all, at various points throughout the 3,000 pages within the four books of my Language of God Book Series, I focus on both the Signs in the Heavens and the Prophet Enoch's teachings on the differences between the Way of Yahweh and the Way of Cain, and the wickedness that fell upon humanity due to the meddling of the Fallen Angels and their Nephilim children. 

Cover Images of The Language of God Book Series
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As of this writing, however, my books (see their cover illustrations above) and my ministry have not received much interest or attention. Meanwhile, however, male ministers like Pastor Mark Biltz have gotten all sorts of attention. In fact, Mark recently paired up with WND to push his new book on the Blood Moons, and John Hagee has a book about the Tetrad coming out next month. But, though my ministry focuses on the meanings of the Gospel in the Stars found in the Zodiac or Mazzaroth that the Tetrad is set against in the sky, not one of these ministers has ever contacted me or shown any open interest in what I teach. I, however, did contact most of them at one time or another, with zero response.

The same is true of Tom Horn and Lynn Marzulli, who have been promoting their books about the supernatural nature of Aliens and UFOs and their connection to the Watchers and Nephilim for years with some success. In contrast, few people know that I have researched and written much on the same subjects, or that I contacted both Tom Horn and Lynn Marzulli. Although Lynn did give me some press time on his internet talk show a few years ago (for which I am very grateful), I haven't heard from him since. Nonetheless, if anyone were to inquire, they would find that I happen to be a seasoned guest speaker and have been a Live Internet Show Hostess many times, as well as the occasional Live Show Interview Guest on shows like Lynn's. But, though Lynn thanked me for being on his show and for sending him my books, Tom Horn never thanked me for the free books and articles that I sent to his attention, and I never heard from him again.

This is very strange, especially since part of my ministry centers around teaching the prophecies hidden in the Book of 1 Enoch and the Hallel Psalms connected to the years 2010 through 2018, which I discovered on my own years before anyone else was talking about them. My ministry also focuses on the Gospel in the Stars and Sacred Astronomy, so you'd think I would have gotten more publicity and more calls to share what I know from various religious teachers with prophetic venues. 

Well, sadly, I'm not, and - after much searching and prayer - I have discovered several reasons why I'm not getting the press time or interest shown, even though I have written four quality, well-researched books and I have been talking about the Signs in the Heavens for a long time without getting much credit for it. The first and foremost reason why I am being mostly ignored is the fact that I'm a pariah to many Prophecy Teachers. This is because, as soon as they know my gender and past background, they see me as a stain on their good name. 

They do not see my godly behavior, impeccable scholarship and intelligence as virtues, but instead focus on the fact that I have no formal theological schooling (i.e. I'm self-taught, having done extensive reading and research on my own), I'm a former professional Middle Eastern and Hula dance performer and instructor (at which I was highly successful), I've dared to quote from Bibles other than the King James Version, and I'm a woman - and traditionally, women have been stigmatized in the Church as unacceptable teachers.

Of course, as I have shown in other articles, it is fairly certain that past theologians with an agenda of bias caused them to mistranslate the Greek New Testament incorrectly in several key places where the Greek words for "husband" and "wife" were mistranslated using with the broader terms "man" and "woman", thereby drastically changing the meaning of the passages. It doesn't seem to matter to most male ministers of the majority of Churches that there have been many convincing refutations of these mistranslations over the years that make it fairly clear that no prohibition against women as teachers in the Church was ever made at any time by Christ or any of the apostles. 

It also doesn't seem to matter that I'm a redeemed sinner that was cleansed by the Blood of the Lamb, and I have a new nature in Christ through the Holy Spirit, which means I no longer perform as a dancer or dress provocatively. I also gave up drinking, swearing, and smoking long ago - to name a few other of my past vices before I knew Yahshua personally. Sadly, however, many in the Church still seem to see me as soiled with the world's filth rather than washed white as snow, as I truly am in Yahshua via His incredible Grace, mercy and love.

To top it all off, I see myself as a Messianic Jew in spirit, and I use the name Yahshua when I speak of our Messiah and King, and that is also a stain against me in the eyes of some. These are the primary reasons why the big name Prophecy Teachers won't touch me as a speaker or guest, but nonetheless have used my freely shared knowledge and information posted on the internet without giving me any credit. Meanwhile, I'm in danger of losing my home, and they are not.

It's terribly unfair, but there won't be any true justice in this world until Yahshua comes. I hope He comes soon - because I love Him so - and though I sometimes wonder if I may end up out on the street begging for bread before He does, so far this hasn't happened. I think part of the reason for this is because I pray always that this never happens, and I've always been blessed by God with just enough to get by. Although it’s never enough to get ahead of the bills and debts I can't ever seem to repay, it’s enough to pay for my immediate food and medicine needs, and to help my terribly underemployed (and often unemployed) husband to pay any current household bills.

But I do believe that God wants to bless me more, and sometimes I wonder if my shortage of cash is only because I have set my sights too low, and thereby have missed godly rewards that I could have otherwise attained - if I’d only asked and trusted God to deliver it. For this reason, I’ve raised my POEM Ministry Funding Appeal at GoFundMe to 5,000 dollars for 2015, and I believe that my ministry can do much to spread the truth of God's Word with this money if God calls enough of His children to my aid. If you can help me, please consider giving a gift.

What I have learned from my mainstream Church rejection is that many of the prophetic news channels like World News Daily (WND), Raider's News Network, and News With Views are more interested in their reputation that allows them to make money rather than in sharing the truth. What God has shown me is that they prey on Christians for their livelihood, and yet won't give believers like me with a powerful message and earnest desire to share it for the good of the Church the right time of day, especially if their knowledge is too original in the right way, and thereby more intriguing than their own. I can attest to this because I approached many of the above-mentioned site owners several times in 2006 through 2008 with requests to feature my books or articles, to no avail.

I can point to Tom Horn and his Raider's News Network as an example. Years ago, I sent him several of my books and e-mailed him many of my articles, asking if he could feature them on his web site. But rather than being treated with the same graciousness I showed toward him in my communications with him, his response to me was quite brisk and non-committal. In the end, after months of delay, he said he needed to research my teachings more before he would share them, and he refused to give me an opportunity to share what I knew with his readers and followers, just like all the other aforementioned ministries. To top it off, when one of his reporters who was a friend of mine dared to post articles about my books or research, most of them were deleted. Now I ask you to judge: why would he do such a thing - especially without giving me any explanation? 

I also contacted the folks at It's Supernatural, Prophecy in the News, and News With Views back in 2006, 2007 and 2008, with the same earnest desire to share, and the same calculated lack of response. So it's certainly not for a lack of trying that I am not getting any support. It's also just uncanny how almost all of these prophetic news channels started featuring more articles and shows concerning topics found in my research ALMOST IMMEDIATELY AFTER I shared my books and articles with them. What's more, the folks at Prophecy in the News took some of what I am teaching about out of context and twisted the meanings while leaving out key information in my books. What they did was try to discredit my research - without ever mentioning my name. Yet I knew who it was directed toward and why because the Holy Spirit told me so. 

So that's my current compensation. At least I know that I got the word out - even if it's being poorly represented by most. Despite the fact that I know I made an impression - whether good or bad depending on the recipient - it does bother me some that these guys are raking in the cash while I remain virtually unknown, and in ignominy. From all this, I have earned that there is a very sordid underbelly in the Church today. In fact, it would seem that the Church is just as cut throat as the world is - and perhaps even more so. That is likely why I feel so strongly that many in the Church are going to be left behind. Sadly, they've turned part of the professing Church into a den of thieves, and a pack of wolves - just as they did in Yahshua's day. That is, after all, what prompted Yahshua to turn the tables of the money changers over in the Temple courts (See Matthew 21:11-13).

Before continuing to read this article, if you feel moved to help this ministry in any way, and are able to do so without hardship, please click on the link above the image below. This link will take you to my POEM Ministry Contact and Help Page, where you can find a link to my GoFundMe funding page and a drop down menu of gift amounts that can be given via PayPal:

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Now, back to my story. Sadly, even outside the accepted Church, there has been a concerted effort to keep my books and articles out of the public eye. For example, I eventually contacted George Noory, who does the Coast To Coast AM Show several times. I also contacted Jeff Rense of, and received no response from either of them. Even on Facebook, there have been times when links to my articles have been censored there so no one could see them. It's a wicked thing, and a sad part of this current world that is getting worse as the New World Order of the Antichrist continues to advance.

As an example of this wickedness, Noory of Coast to Coast later featured a guy named Ken Klein on his show - a false teacher that has copied much of my work and tried to pass it off as his own after perverting it with his own false teaching that the fallen angels were the ancestors of all humanity. When I found out about Ken Klein's parallel teachings, I checked out Ken's work, and found out that he had plagiarized much of the information on my web site, and had also fraudulently taken my domain name, then used my ministry name and teachings to promote his own heretical ideas, which he had mixed into and corrupted my own work with.

Ken succeeded in making some money using my work by making several compelling videos full of my research - without my knowledge or permission. He then used these to get featured by many Prophecy Teachers across the country. But when I confronted him via letter and phone call and asked him to stop using my domain name and material, he had the audacity to try to get me to relinquish my domain name and my rights by asking me to sign over my copyrights to him! Of course, you can guess what my response was. I told him to take a hike!

As I said earlier, the only somewhat big name person that has given me any real air time is Lynn Marzulli, although my interviews with him were rather stilted. I also received some good air time from Daniel Ott of "The Edge AM", who featured my "Armageddon Radio Show" on his site until I got too sick to do the show anymore. Many episodes of my internet-based show are archived at

Before closing, I wanted to let you all know that - in Ken Klein's false theology - WE are all fallen angels! So why is it that he is considered acceptable as a teacher about the Great Pyramid with his videos over me, who teaches the biblical truth that we are a special creation of Yahweh God that is separate from the angels? Also, why is it that Ken Klein - who has stolen my work and passed it off as his own after mixing it with his false theology - has been promoted by the big-name Prophecy Teachers, while I am being shunned? Does anyone see a conspiracy in this like I do?

Despite all this ostracism, I am still determined to share what I know in any way available to me, and so far, that has mostly been through Facebook, my Blog Articles, and my Language of God Series Books. With the Holy Spirit as my guide, I won't let all these failed attempts at sharing my work on a bigger scale stop me from trying to share at all! Until then,

May Yahweh God bless you all, and Maranatha!

Adonai Yahshua is coming soon!

Yours In Yahshua,
Helena Lehman of the
Pillar of Enoch Ministry
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PS: Please don't misunderstand. There is no hurt or bitterness intended here, only sadness at the selfishness and blindness of so many who profess to know God. There is also much frustration because I have been so consistently ignored! So please help my ministry if you can, especially with your prayers.

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